Well I've been sick for a long time... my job was killing me (all the jobs... ALL THEN...) and I fell like falling into the darkness...
My mind was sick, and my body suffer the consequences of this...
I found new hobbies and hopefully new things to think. Could keep my mind busy while my body heal itself a little bit.
Now I'm OK... not 100%, just OK... like awakening from a really long night...
I fell less dumb for now